yeah today was a crappy day. it started out bright and full of sun, i am grateful for that, but word from my doctor was not good. not unexpected, but still words i did not want to hear. words like "one percent" and "another procedure" aka more surgery. if i stick my fingers in my ears like an 8 year old and say "nah nah nah nah i can't hear youuuuuuuu" will that help? no. so it comes down to time. i have 2 weeks to hope for the best and prepare for the worst. best case being all the issues i am having will cease as swelling goes down. worst case is i stay the same as today or get worse and then need to return to surgery. so that is that.
i was feeling defeated. hubby and i went out for a quick bite to eat. (mmmmm panera) and then we headed to old navy to spend a gift card he had. we were not there 2 mins when this song played over the speakers. triggering my memory of this youtube video. instantly i had a huge smile and was dancing among the aisles of clothes. it was just the pick me up i needed i almost cried. then i found an old school head band that SO reminded me of olivia newton john (let's get physical years) and i put it on my head and called to my hubby across the store. we both got a good laugh out of that. so thank you old navy, thank you universe, i needed that song today so i could remember this video that i LOVE with all my soul. it was an instant lift. so i am replaying it here for all of you. i know you have all seen it before, but maybe you could use the smile today too as much as i did. XO! go ahead chair dance, you know you want to... "1-2-3-4!"